freedom for me now where I can malakukan do whatever I want without being banned.
but until now I do not get it.
always hindered by the state.
I want FREE ..
where I can find freedom?
I always cornered, trapped lonely, and no one asked me out.
perhaps their eyes I could not do anything.
I'm not smart, not rich, nor beautiful.
I always felt ashamed and scared they laugh if I do what I like.
they never saw me, looked at me, and also understand the situation.
if it stays like this, I would never be able to do whatever I like ..
kebebasan bagiku saat dimana aku bisa malakukan apapun yang aku ingin lakukan tanpa ada yang melarang.
namun sampai saat ini aku belum mendapatkan itu.
selalu terhalang oleh keadaan.
aku ingin BEBAS..
dimana aku bisa menemukan kebebasan?
aku selalu terpojok, terkurung kesepian, dan tidak ada yang mengajakku keluar.
mungkin dimata mereka aku tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa.
aku tidak pintar, tidak kaya, dan juga tidak cantik.
aku selalu merasa malu dan takut mereka tertawa jika aku melakukan apa yang aku suka.
mereka tidak pernah melihatku, memandangku, dan juga mengerti keadaanku.
jika terus begini, aku tidak akan pernah bisa melakukan apapun yang aku suka..
Senin, 29 November 2010
Sabtu, 06 November 2010
BIEBERDREAMING STORY
he story justin and justin mom aunt Pattie visit in Indonesia for 2 days.
And today justin got home his aunt. Incidentally you come home from school and passed the house justin aunt. Justin who are outside the gate of his aunt's house (who knows what he does) see you walk. and justin look behind you there is 2 person high-speed motorcycle ride with a purpose. For menjambretmu.
Justin rushed to help.
"Awass!" Said justin
Justin pushed you down the road. Justin also terserempet motor wounded and bleeding hands.
Motor was running away with a very tight ..
"Aduhh" you okay? "Asked you to panic
"I'm fine" said justin
"Uh your hands hurt" you say panic
"Never mind, only minor injuries will also heal. I'm just worried about you. you okay?? "said justin
"Yes I'm still okay but it's because you nolongin me, you jd yg hurt" you feel good ga
"Oh wait" You just take your drinking water and tissue in your bag.
You clean the blood in the hands of justin with drinking water and then you clean it with cotton. you do it with full attention and very, very soft.
Justin looked at you.
"Once again I'm really sorry, if you do not have my purse would have dijambret" you say
Justin just smiled.
"I'm glad you did not hurt at all" said justin
you smile
"Anyway, what's ur name??" Asked justin
"I'm (your name) and you?" You say
"Interested name. I'm justin from Canada "said justin praise
you smile
"Ok (your name), nice to see you" said justin
"Me too" you say
then you and justin sat on the sidewalk where the people gathered there to tell me about your country of residence justin namely Canada, then you sing along.
"Hmm a good voice too, you cans be a singer" you say
"I do not Wants To Be A singer whose life is always exposed to the media" said justin
"Yes it is also true, you'd better like this" you say
suddenly your stomach rumbling sound.
"Are you hungry?" justin asked
"Yes" thou hast
"Ok. We are looking for food" said justin
"Do not have to deh. I dont have a money. I could eat at home" you say
"Never mind ko. We're looking for food yes" says Justin who is a bit forced, but ultimately you want as well.
then you see there are carpenter meatballs pass. you and justin eat meatballs. so hungry, you eat avidly ga justin at dapanmu care. justin chuckled to see you eat so avidly.
"You very hungry?" justin asked
"Yes" you say
"I order one more yes you" said justin
Shamelessly you accept the offer justin. you spend 2 bowls without remaining meatballs.
You look at your hands who showed late afternoon. justin you ask permission to go home the same because it was late afternoon.
"Sorry, I'll must go home. Late afternoon" you say
"Ok. Thanks (your name) cause you're going to be my friend" said justin
"Your welcome" you say
justin out his pocket a small paper which the contents of e-mail address and give it to justin.
"This is my e-mail address, I come home tomorrow" said justin
"Ok, I'll e-mail ya ... bye justin" you say
justin suddenly kissed your brow
"Bye (your name)," said justin
you straight away. ye the way of smiling self ...
2 years have passed. You already lose justin contac same as your laptop which is obtained from the results of scientific achievements won first prize because it was your family sold the financial crisis. And now you've worked in corporate outsourcing. Some friends talk about something you busy. Karemna penasarsa, direct you toward them.
"You are again talking about?" You say curious
"It Justin Bieber" says your friend who hooded
"Justin Bieber? Who is she? "You say
"What .. Gatau you? That right newcomer singer from Canada, yaa recently famous hell "says your friend's handful Animashaun
"Ohh ... Where's the one who? "you say
One of your friend to pick up Justin Bieber posters from his bag and gave it to you.
And ....
It's all I know justin was 2 years ago. You kept looking at the poster of Justin Bieber. He said do not want to be a singer, in fact .... You rada resentful while continuing ngeliatin justin poster.
Your friends are so surprised to see so strange.
"Why (your name)?" Asked one of his friend who is highest among you
"It's okay, I'm working again yes" you said and went straight back to your work table.
Along the way, you continue the meditation justin. Fortunately you ga be a victim of crime once again rich. You kept thinking surely justin arrogant and ga already familiar with you again. But you try again in the same cares ga justin.
Indonesia suddenly surprised by the arrival of justin to Indonesia. Though the event was a concert next year again. But justin tetep shut up when the confirmation of the journalists on his return to Indonesia.
Justin and mom Pattie even while staying at the aunt's house justin again. Incidentally you and your friends through your work justin aunt's house and you do not know that Justin was in Indonesia.
Justin who was inside the house to see you and your friends through aunt's house justin. I seemed to recognize him. And justin immediately rush out of the house for up to you.
"Wait" said justin
You stopped and looked back. You're surprised let alone your friend and your friend was shocked and hysterical hugged justin.
"Please release me, hug you too hard. I Can not Breathe "said justin
"Upss .. sorry justin, I'm just Surprised you're Suddenly in Indonesia "you say
Justin just smiled and he directly toward you
"Are you (your name)?" Said justin
"Yes" thou hast brief
"Are you still remember me?" Said justin
"Yes, you are Justin Bieber singer from Canada." You say
"You seem a little different from what I knew was" the wonder justin
You just keep quiet. Your friends see you guys confused.
"Sorry I did not Want the paparazzi photos we're both. I'll must go "
"No wait" justin arrest
"I come all the way, just want to meet you" said justin
"For what?" You say
"I wanted to propose. I want you to be my wife "
You and your friend who heard it were shocked
"Your kidding? Sorry i can not" you say
"No. I'm serious "said justin
"What can my omonganmu believe?" You hesitate
"Why did you say that?" Said justin
"You definitely do not remember when you used to tell me that you do not maujadi singer. That alone makes me hesitate with you "you say
"I was forced to accept the offer of a recording. Because we were very poor, since my dad died me, my mother and two sisters. We need the money "said justin
You still
"Please, give me a second chance to get your love" says Justin
Actually you still do not fully believe it with justin., Äúaku Pantes not for you. I'm just an ordinary girl, while you're famous singer, Äù you say, Äúbagiku, you are a good woman. What it is and simple. That reply made me love you. I do not care whoever you are, said justin
"Then what about your career? And if we get married, I can not live in Canada or return bulak jakarta, canada you say
"You just take it easy. I've made a deal with my mother that we will stay in Indonesia, my aunt's house. Problem career, I do not care about my career will end or not. I could work at my aunt company, Äù said justin
You looked down and realized how much he truly loves you and with what he said it.
if you're serious with your words, this very night you came into my house to ask me to marry, Äù you present your name card to justin.
"Ok honey. I, Äôll be there, Äù
You smiled and went straight
"Hey (your name). Tungguin dong, Äù said your friend run chase
"Ko you can yes the same one spoken for Justin Bieber?? Wahh you're really lucky yaa. Emangnya you once knew it? Ko ye ga cerita2 hell, Äù said your friend
"Hhmmm .. which is important you do not nyebarin this news first, yes, you say Äù
"Ok. Said your friend
That night Justin and mommy come Pattie kept his promise to propose. And finally the whole family menyetujuinnya. You also have to determine your wedding day.
But, before the invitations are spread justin would hold a press conference. He said something very surprising.
"You must be wondering why I suddenly came to Indonesia. Because I want to marry an Indonesian woman who I love. I'll stay in Indonesia. About my career, I do not care about my career will end or not. I can work in the company's aunt me as a regular employee.,
It was very shocking statement for all people in dunia.tapi justin did not care.
And it's time your wedding day. All media from around the world come to cover your wedding. Includes all beliebers from around the world also attend your wedding. Really you really feel the most lucky girl. your wedding was running smoothly without any confusion whatsoever.
Any wedding event ends. And the next day you and justin to go to Bali for their honeymoon ........
ending
And today justin got home his aunt. Incidentally you come home from school and passed the house justin aunt. Justin who are outside the gate of his aunt's house (who knows what he does) see you walk. and justin look behind you there is 2 person high-speed motorcycle ride with a purpose. For menjambretmu.
Justin rushed to help.
"Awass!" Said justin
Justin pushed you down the road. Justin also terserempet motor wounded and bleeding hands.
Motor was running away with a very tight ..
"Aduhh" you okay? "Asked you to panic
"I'm fine" said justin
"Uh your hands hurt" you say panic
"Never mind, only minor injuries will also heal. I'm just worried about you. you okay?? "said justin
"Yes I'm still okay but it's because you nolongin me, you jd yg hurt" you feel good ga
"Oh wait" You just take your drinking water and tissue in your bag.
You clean the blood in the hands of justin with drinking water and then you clean it with cotton. you do it with full attention and very, very soft.
Justin looked at you.
"Once again I'm really sorry, if you do not have my purse would have dijambret" you say
Justin just smiled.
"I'm glad you did not hurt at all" said justin
you smile
"Anyway, what's ur name??" Asked justin
"I'm (your name) and you?" You say
"Interested name. I'm justin from Canada "said justin praise
you smile
"Ok (your name), nice to see you" said justin
"Me too" you say
then you and justin sat on the sidewalk where the people gathered there to tell me about your country of residence justin namely Canada, then you sing along.
"Hmm a good voice too, you cans be a singer" you say
"I do not Wants To Be A singer whose life is always exposed to the media" said justin
"Yes it is also true, you'd better like this" you say
suddenly your stomach rumbling sound.
"Are you hungry?" justin asked
"Yes" thou hast
"Ok. We are looking for food" said justin
"Do not have to deh. I dont have a money. I could eat at home" you say
"Never mind ko. We're looking for food yes" says Justin who is a bit forced, but ultimately you want as well.
then you see there are carpenter meatballs pass. you and justin eat meatballs. so hungry, you eat avidly ga justin at dapanmu care. justin chuckled to see you eat so avidly.
"You very hungry?" justin asked
"Yes" you say
"I order one more yes you" said justin
Shamelessly you accept the offer justin. you spend 2 bowls without remaining meatballs.
You look at your hands who showed late afternoon. justin you ask permission to go home the same because it was late afternoon.
"Sorry, I'll must go home. Late afternoon" you say
"Ok. Thanks (your name) cause you're going to be my friend" said justin
"Your welcome" you say
justin out his pocket a small paper which the contents of e-mail address and give it to justin.
"This is my e-mail address, I come home tomorrow" said justin
"Ok, I'll e-mail ya ... bye justin" you say
justin suddenly kissed your brow
"Bye (your name)," said justin
you straight away. ye the way of smiling self ...
2 years have passed. You already lose justin contac same as your laptop which is obtained from the results of scientific achievements won first prize because it was your family sold the financial crisis. And now you've worked in corporate outsourcing. Some friends talk about something you busy. Karemna penasarsa, direct you toward them.
"You are again talking about?" You say curious
"It Justin Bieber" says your friend who hooded
"Justin Bieber? Who is she? "You say
"What .. Gatau you? That right newcomer singer from Canada, yaa recently famous hell "says your friend's handful Animashaun
"Ohh ... Where's the one who? "you say
One of your friend to pick up Justin Bieber posters from his bag and gave it to you.
And ....
It's all I know justin was 2 years ago. You kept looking at the poster of Justin Bieber. He said do not want to be a singer, in fact .... You rada resentful while continuing ngeliatin justin poster.
Your friends are so surprised to see so strange.
"Why (your name)?" Asked one of his friend who is highest among you
"It's okay, I'm working again yes" you said and went straight back to your work table.
Along the way, you continue the meditation justin. Fortunately you ga be a victim of crime once again rich. You kept thinking surely justin arrogant and ga already familiar with you again. But you try again in the same cares ga justin.
Indonesia suddenly surprised by the arrival of justin to Indonesia. Though the event was a concert next year again. But justin tetep shut up when the confirmation of the journalists on his return to Indonesia.
Justin and mom Pattie even while staying at the aunt's house justin again. Incidentally you and your friends through your work justin aunt's house and you do not know that Justin was in Indonesia.
Justin who was inside the house to see you and your friends through aunt's house justin. I seemed to recognize him. And justin immediately rush out of the house for up to you.
"Wait" said justin
You stopped and looked back. You're surprised let alone your friend and your friend was shocked and hysterical hugged justin.
"Please release me, hug you too hard. I Can not Breathe "said justin
"Upss .. sorry justin, I'm just Surprised you're Suddenly in Indonesia "you say
Justin just smiled and he directly toward you
"Are you (your name)?" Said justin
"Yes" thou hast brief
"Are you still remember me?" Said justin
"Yes, you are Justin Bieber singer from Canada." You say
"You seem a little different from what I knew was" the wonder justin
You just keep quiet. Your friends see you guys confused.
"Sorry I did not Want the paparazzi photos we're both. I'll must go "
"No wait" justin arrest
"I come all the way, just want to meet you" said justin
"For what?" You say
"I wanted to propose. I want you to be my wife "
You and your friend who heard it were shocked
"Your kidding? Sorry i can not" you say
"No. I'm serious "said justin
"What can my omonganmu believe?" You hesitate
"Why did you say that?" Said justin
"You definitely do not remember when you used to tell me that you do not maujadi singer. That alone makes me hesitate with you "you say
"I was forced to accept the offer of a recording. Because we were very poor, since my dad died me, my mother and two sisters. We need the money "said justin
You still
"Please, give me a second chance to get your love" says Justin
Actually you still do not fully believe it with justin., Äúaku Pantes not for you. I'm just an ordinary girl, while you're famous singer, Äù you say, Äúbagiku, you are a good woman. What it is and simple. That reply made me love you. I do not care whoever you are, said justin
"Then what about your career? And if we get married, I can not live in Canada or return bulak jakarta, canada you say
"You just take it easy. I've made a deal with my mother that we will stay in Indonesia, my aunt's house. Problem career, I do not care about my career will end or not. I could work at my aunt company, Äù said justin
You looked down and realized how much he truly loves you and with what he said it.
if you're serious with your words, this very night you came into my house to ask me to marry, Äù you present your name card to justin.
"Ok honey. I, Äôll be there, Äù
You smiled and went straight
"Hey (your name). Tungguin dong, Äù said your friend run chase
"Ko you can yes the same one spoken for Justin Bieber?? Wahh you're really lucky yaa. Emangnya you once knew it? Ko ye ga cerita2 hell, Äù said your friend
"Hhmmm .. which is important you do not nyebarin this news first, yes, you say Äù
"Ok. Said your friend
That night Justin and mommy come Pattie kept his promise to propose. And finally the whole family menyetujuinnya. You also have to determine your wedding day.
But, before the invitations are spread justin would hold a press conference. He said something very surprising.
"You must be wondering why I suddenly came to Indonesia. Because I want to marry an Indonesian woman who I love. I'll stay in Indonesia. About my career, I do not care about my career will end or not. I can work in the company's aunt me as a regular employee.,
It was very shocking statement for all people in dunia.tapi justin did not care.
And it's time your wedding day. All media from around the world come to cover your wedding. Includes all beliebers from around the world also attend your wedding. Really you really feel the most lucky girl. your wedding was running smoothly without any confusion whatsoever.
Any wedding event ends. And the next day you and justin to go to Bali for their honeymoon ........
ending
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